FURTHER ON THE FIVE OF SWORDS
Here's the 5S in the Steampunk Tarot:
And here it is in the Victorian Fairy Tarot:
And for comparison, here's the Five of Swords in the well-known Rider/Waite/Smith deck:
MEANINGS/INSIGHTS/READINGS FOR THE FIVE OF SWORDS, SOME LESS COMMON OR EVEN QUIRKY -- Please note: The below is not intended to be an exhaustive exploration of this card; a quick google will produce a wider variety of takes should you not be familiar with it. (Given my heavy reliance on projection of my feelings and experiences onto the cards, I recognize that I may very well reveal more about myself here than I do about any particular card. However, this is exactly my point: I use the cards as a path to self-discovery and healing. I hope what I post here that comes out of that process will be useful in some way to other seekers.):
-- Cutting yourself off from something or someone that is actually good for you. Possibly out of self-disgust, buried under angry denial.
-- Holding on to old behaviors and understandings at the expense of important relationships.
-- The narcissist. He's not getting what he wants so he takes all his toys and leaves the game. Spoiling it for everyone else.
-- To the world he looks as if he wants to be alone and likes all his "stuff" (literal and/or metaphorical). But he lives in secret anger and resentment that he's not more acknowledged and appreciated.
-- One of the best ways to disarm a verbally pesky or hostile person is to keep your feelings and thoughts on the issue politely to yourself. Don't give them anything to latch on to.
-- Someone who's often left "holding the bag" because people readily project a lot of their own feelings/thoughts/motivations on to them. Mostly because they're rather different from just about everyone else.
-- Walk away (either literally or metaphorically) from this situation before you're fully triggered. I.e, don't give the other(s) the satisfaction of provoking you so that you act out their anger.
-- Someone who's clinging rather tenaciously to their own view of things right now. Even at the cost of pushing others away.
-- You're not the unassailable fortress of solitude you'd like to think you are. You're human and fallible, and subject to a need to establish human connections.
-- Someone around you may try to steal your thunder, to take credit for what you have said or done. Is it really important that you get credit? Or can you just let it go, and recognize that it's more their issue, than a problem for you.
-- Not a good situation you've gotten yourself into. Go now while you can still leave with your head held high and with all that you brought to it.
-- Reclaiming aspects of one's self and one's life. While trying to get comfortable with the loneliness it generates as one also lets go of unhealthy relationships.
-- If you're feeling guilty it's because you're not used to choosing to take care of yourself in the face of others expectations and demands. Better to feel a little guilty (which will fade) than to suffer the rancid effects of your resentment if you give in to pressure (subtle or otherwise) from others
-- You tend to push others away out of fear of rejection over some conflict with them. But most others accept conflict (if finding it no more enjoyable than you do) as a part of what it is to be in relationships.
-- An attempt to establish one's independence from others expectations and demands. And over doing the withdrawal due to inexperience in so doing. (I.e., an overcompensation.)
-- Retreat is a useful tactic sometimes. This may be one of those times.
-- Be careful you don't pick up others negative or mistaken attitudes right now in your desire to be flexible and open.
-- Be sure you don't take on too much at this time. You may feel intellectually well-prepared, but you are not emotionally equipped to cope right now.
-- Reclaiming your sense of self from some others whose opinions you've been taking way too seriously.
-- Accept that nothing goes exactly as we want it to. Nor will it ever. It's not a defeat to embrace this, but an empowerment. It frees us into the always changing, ever creative possibilities of the moment.
[aka: Patricia Kelly]
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